I shouldnít feel this way,
So many thoughts,
So many emotions,
All jumbled together;
Each fighting for the right
To be the strongest in its class.
Iíve been freed,
Yet Iíve never felt so enslaved.
I feel exhilaration,
Yet Iíve never felt so dejected.
For what seems like the first time in my life,
All the life has been completely stripped from me,
Leaving me weak and vulnerable.
What is it?
This battle that is raging on inside me,
How will it unfold?
Will it make me better?††Stronger?
Will I survive this battle?
My world has vanished from beneath me,
And now I donít know where I stand.